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"I wont ever leave you,even though you're always leaving me" Audrey Niffenegger, The time traveler's wife. It's been,how much time now? Like almost a year,maybe more. In the process of getting over him I took up smoking, a large range of sexual partners non of them lasting for more than a week and of course some drinking. I drank because I couldn't sleep and after three days of my body refusing to sleep I thought It couldn't hurt to try it. I drank for a month or so. I slept with men, only to wake up the next day in a foreign apartment under a man I couldn't stand to look at. I wasn't even staying for coffee or breakfast. In their eyes,I was

No,no,no please not the alarm. I was sweaty and tangled under my heavy covers. I had a sheet and two duvets all wrapped around me . *Ring *ring* ring * "Shut up goddammit" I grabbed my alarm and threw it over the nightstand. I heard it fall with a bang and roll over by the door of the closet. I fell again in the warmth of my covers wrapping them all around me in a reverse burrito way. I remembered it was Monday. I don't like Mondays. Mondays mean school and work and routine. I don't like it not one bit. I am seventeen and in a year school will be over. I will miss my friends of course but It's a smal price to pay if it means total fre